Why is it when things are going a tiny bit good that crap happens?
I know she has a panic/depression thing. I understand that in a couple of hours/day she'll feel bad and call saying that she is sorry she takes it out on me. But right now that doesn't help. I want the Old her back. I realized in SD that what she hates the most (the way my sister used to react) is the way she reacts now. I want to be happy that the roof is done and looks nice. I want to be happy that the satelite is now repaired. The play is going ok. But no I'm here bawling, hurt, and sad.
Current Mood: 
distressed